haiz..

jus book out todae n tinkin of gg back tml jiu sianz le..

haiz..

to U..

u r the person dat i really wan to see n tok to when i book out...
but yet..
u kip asking me not to come find u...
i also duno wad to sae liao...

everydae in camp,
i'm tinkin of u....
missin u...
hopin dat u r fine..
n b happy everydae...

i dun care abt other gals...
EXCEPT U...
U R E GAL DAT I REALLY LOVE...

perhaps in ur heart....
i'm jus bascially nth at all bahz...
even if i die le u also wont care much...

sometyms... i do wish i could jus drop dead while running...
lyk tis i can dun nid face all this le...

i've been trying to avoid talkin abt this when i chat wif u as i noe u dun lyk it at all...

perhaps u will nvr ever understand my love for u bahx..

but trust me....
when i sae i love u..
n watever promise dat i made to u...
i meant it seriously n i will do it de...

haiz...

hw i wish u could jus give me one chance????? 12:20 PM

hmmmm... i'm here to tag after so long le..

so far my NS life is gd...
n also quite enjoyable..

hmmmm..

i thot when i enter NS le...
i could really forget U n give up on U...
i was wrong...

throughout e past 3 wks in camp..
the only person i kip tinking is, U...

n the 1st person dat i really wan to see when i book out was u..
wishful tinkin on my part bahx...
dat will nvr happen..

gal... i'm still here waitin for u....
my love for U will nvr change at all...

haiz..

dunno wad to say le...
moodless...

if only u could give me jus one chance... 11:57 AM

hi everyone...

this will b my last post on this blog le...

hmmm... i'll b gg in NS on e 12th june le....movin on to another chapter on my life le bahx...

anyway...

a big thks to all whu make my last dae at wrk a very very memorable one....
really appreciate it...

To U..

e day when i enter NS...
my only regret in life was being unable to wif u as a couple despite all my efforts...
becos no matter wad i do,we're jus frens n only b frens n nth else le...
i admit it do hurts when u sae we will only be frens n nth else le..
haiz..

perhaps tis is our fate bahx..

anyway... i've done all i can le..
plannin a birthdae celebration for u in ntuc on my last day at wrk n hoping dat could cheer u up after wat dat haf happen...

n i'm glad my efforts din come to a waste...


2 yrs frm nw,when i finish NS...

no matter where u r,i'll still search high n low till e dae i found u n i'll nt give up until i've finally found u de..

do rmb this....

no matter hw hard i tried to give up on u etc..
i still failed in the end...
becos U'RE SIMPLY IRREPLACEABLE IN MY HEART OK??????
no one can ever replace u in my heart...

as long as i'm still ard in tis world... i'll not let anything bad happen to u de....
i dun care if u treat me bad n scold me or wad,i wont leave u alone de...

no matter wad happens in future... u can b sure i'll b always supportin u...
u noe urself hw i will treat u de n i dun nid say it out lyk all guys did..
u noe hw important u r in my heart..

i really really hope u can give me a chance....

dat is all i can sae le..

good bye... 1:43 PM

haiz..

dunno wat else to sae le..
esp when U say this....."rmb this. we r jus frens n onli frens."...


haiz...

thks for givin me such gd memories on my last dae of wrk n lettin me accompany u home....
it will forever b kept in my heart...

haiz..

feelin very moodless nw......

haiz... 11:28 PM

hmmm... when i'm not in gd mood...
it's best to leave me alone..

becos even a small matter can make me flare up....

=) 9:44 PM

haiz...

things haf nt been gd for me lately..

moodless... 5:12 PM

haiz...

things haf nt been gd for me at all..
esp after wad happen at wrk ytd..

perhaps e tym haf come for me to leave le bahx...

haiz...

will b gg in NS on e 12th of june...

haiz... 1:17 PM

haiz...


life's not been gd for me tis few daes...
dunno wad else to sae le..

sianz...

where's e fire within me gone to???

haiz... 3:33 PM